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Don't worry I'm fine!

I've been meaning to make this animation for 2 years now XD

This is based off an actual event in my life.

When I was a kid I was never good enough for the art world. I was teased by my art and other things. One day, I grabbed a pocket knife and sliced a bit of my throat, hoping I would commit suicide. The second the blood dripped down my neck, I screamed in pain. My mother rushed to me and held me tight.

I later grew a fear of pain and blood.

Song: If you knew by Joel Faviere
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AnnaKorlov173 Featured By Owner May 16, 2015  Student Photographer
oh sweetie Jake crying plz  although you are fine now, don't ever do that again hug 
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wolfanite Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
-claps- you really showed what us people suffer through in this world, and really show the pain most people suffer through.

AnD hOw Do YoU uPlOaD tHeSe ThIngS
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know :)
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wolfanite Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
o xD
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xLonaLovex Featured By Owner May 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Art will always be a process its what people should first know about art. :3 
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VampireKnight144 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2014
This is what I get every day all the time from strangers, friends and family. 
But once I get home it darker and way more scarier. 
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It gets better when someone opens their eyes and looks at what's around them. It took my folks 10 years to figure that out. It also gets better with good friends and support. believing in yourself and saying "My life is not worthless and I need to continue living!" You know~
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VampireKnight144 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2014
Yeah.
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Doggshort2 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2013  Student General Artist
Oh god i really feel sorry for you ;_;
But at least now you're strong enough to kill the harshness from your mind, you are a brilliant artist AND animator...hell i get so jealous alot of times and it's like 'That's it! Animation Course here i freaking come!!'
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:iconwolfdare:
Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww thanks

It takes a lot of pratice and time :D
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Doggshort2 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Student General Artist

You're very welcome

;3; Then I shall do the same in the future.

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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
XD
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princeblack666 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you seem really strong, you"ll do fine.
i beleive in you.
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princeblack666 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
i"ve had three attempts. 
i know that the world is cruel, a liitll too much if i  might add.
i"ve been picked on for over four years.
and i know the pain.
but i had friends to help me.
i'm sure your gonna be fine
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've attempted sudiced 25 times in my life. BUT I'm totally over it. You just need people who care~
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Ceasarex-the-mage Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Student General Artist
I once had a dark chapter in my life similar to that. I was leaving scratches on my back almost regularly, my Stepfather called me a "Greedy Bastard" even though the project he gave me was impossible with the tools he allowed me to use (not to mention his design was bound to fail, but heaven forbid I have a good idea every once in a while). Not to mention the countless attacks about my intelligence, the fact I have Aspurger's (which I thought to be more of a blessing than a curse), a car accident (because BREAKING NEWS, I cannot walk on water!), and making me feel like total garbage because I couldn't pick up a job like a radio signal.

One night, I nearly hit my breaking point. I thought I'd end it all with three pillows and a rock. In the few moments I tried to die, it hit me- if I die because of him, he wins. If he wins, the world becomes more unbearable for everyone. So, in that moment, I removed the rock that pressed the pillow to my face and vowed to myself that he will not win.

The next morning, I got on my bicycle, rode to the area around my biological dad's house, applied to every place that would let me. Sure one place basically spat in my face, but I carried on.
Long story short, I spat in the angry little troll's face, I spat upon him and went to move in with my Dad and went to work. These past four months have been the happiest I have seen in recent memory. Even with the few sour moments I am haunted- err, viseted by that gnome!  Yes, it is happier, even with the toil and the running! It is all without the biggest windbag I have ever met, I win. In the end, I won that little war.

I claim victory from his snout! This is why I take the name Ceasarex, this is why I have that name into a tag, this is why I wear a collar, this is why I have a mask built, not to hide my face but, to roar in defiance at any swine who would belittle me or others! This is why I call myself Ceasarex when others need not refer to me by name.
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh wow :O
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Ceasarex-the-mage Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2013  Student General Artist
Just thought it'd be good to share... I hope I didn't over do it.
I probably shouldn't have... I'm sorry.
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No ur fine
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Ceasarex-the-mage Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Student General Artist
Oh, yuck, that sounded like I was gloating... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to brag! ^^
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Goobuscus Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Artist
I never knew that something like this would happen to a person. Well I'm glad it isn't happening now to you
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
^w^
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ApocalypseTitan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
please don't die.  I'm nothing without u
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hehe don't worry babes.

If you read the descripion you would know I'm perfectally fine.
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ApocalypseTitan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh...

ok, it's just the song and the vid sounded sad.

But at least I'm glad you're A-ok :huggle:
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yep I'm going to past only if I get my work done :D
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ApocalypseTitan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't worry, we'll support you.  Me, our best amigo :iconasirensoul:, :iconcatmonkey2015:, :iconroninhunt0987: and 3000 other peeps will support u
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yay!


Oh I passed my english class!

I just have to do my online shit and I'll be home free!

You can notify ur watchers and you can relax~
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ApocalypseTitan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YAY :)

We'll celebrate your victory with mountain dew and etc :)
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smokeclaw12 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
aw D: im so sorry
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:iconwolfdare:
Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It's in the past for me. But it's go for me to look back how I became a better person
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smokeclaw12 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
thats the way to think about it ;P
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coronaxkid15 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i use to be like this i had a hard time fitting in, my mother and i got into fights almost every day, and my dad was in mexico i almost committed suicideWaaaah!  but with the help of my friendHug  i saw what i was doing wouldn't help so i changed my attitude about life now i have tons of friends, me and my mom are still working out our differences,and i safely back in my dads arms.Huggle! 
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww

Thanks for sharing that ^w^
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RoninHunt0987 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
oh my,, :huggle:
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HYPERTiZ Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student General Artist
damn... thats sad :(
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mythicaldraw101 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This song describes me so much :/ 
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Siren701 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:iconsupertighthugplz: no dieing on me
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:iconwolfdare:
Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No worries. I'm not sudicedal at all. I just really wanted to animate this for the longest time XD
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Siren701 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Digital Artist
oh ok >..>
<.<
It was really good btw^^
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Wolfdare Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hehe thanks~
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Siren701 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Digital Artist
who is your favorite Soul eater guy?!!?!!?!? I need to know!
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